timeless

life before death is so contemporary, even when you start with the big bang and not with the big bang of your parents to create you. and even when the universe is almost endless in time - a conception that is human made - still there remains the question what was before the big bang or even after the universe ends in a black hole.

the latter uses also the time-scale, because we are humans. and because we don't know the answer we created a god or a holyness in our mind, to cope with the fact that we might be wrong. this is the most original and fundamental defense-mechanism. i am a sober person and will call it ostrich policy. but maybe i am also a owl or a goose, so one can say i am almost a holy blessed trinity.