socialism in bulgaria

what do you want to know? i want it all, from the beginning, but it is time consuming and first of all nobody lived in communism. there was socialism and developed socialism communism is an utopy ask questions. i will try to answer. i have time now.

why is communism an utopy (of cause it is), because human nature is not apt for it. communism means that we must work the same. consume the same things. need the same things. it's against the human nature. we are different not only in the way we look. in our feelings desires otherwise we would be robots if you look carefully in the communistic theory. it is made for people who are absolutely the same. impossible.

yes right, besides i never thought that stalin was an idealist. so there was only socialism. stalin was a maniac depressive, hitler was in the third stadium of syphilis. neurosyphilis. the biggest question is, why people tends to follow insanity and kill each other for that hitler. when he was young he was infected with syphilis by a jewish prostitute u know that then medicine could not quite manage with syphilis with salvarsan only, that's why he wanted to make all fews on soap look at the way he talks on documentary. the first years he looks more normal with every year the damage on his neurosystem can be seen increasing.

there was a nice story about neurosyfilis written by oliver sachs the neuropsychiater from new york: the disease of cupido i remember very nice to read. what is true socialism? and adapted? the mystery for me is how could hitler create a whole nation of idiots? because the biggest harm he did was to his own nation. hitler during worldwar 2 killed 20 million russians. stalin killed 20 million more meanwhile, mostly the intelligence and the best officers in the army, yes yes i think he must have neurosyfilis too. he did not stop even during the war. that's why it took russians that long to win. but they are a strong nation. they did. now he had a mania that people around him want to make a plot and kill him.

there is one pic of stalin holding a 6 years old girl in his hands, i have seen it. this girl is now a woman over 60 even he was insane i think. she told her story in a documentary she ran from the crowd to give flowers to stalin. her parents were ordinary people. for them stalin was an idol two weeks later her parents were arrested and shot as enemies of socialism she said. i have lived all my life with this thought. i gave flowers to stalin and with this i killed my parents.

not adapted socialism and developed socialism, but i was also impressed what you told me about your own experiences in the past, that was reality. there is only one thing i can't understand if you wanted to travel abroad you should have a permission from a high party leader and if they allow you, which was rare, they will allow to have only 20-40 $ with you, ok ask.

why it is that in true socialism, if money and work are "equal" divided people is poorer than in america? because all of us were poor, but kept in some level of poorness, have the most important things not to die, the problem is that money always disappear somehow in the pocket of the party leaders, the communist party, only they did not tell us.

yes, thats what i meant. now our stolen money are in swiss banks and we will never have them back. in socialism there is not that big difference with how it works in america (the poor negroes) our new capitalists are the ex-communists. in america they called the miljonairs always to the cost of others the same as in socialism i think there is no big difference just an other name for people who steal right?

there is, if negroes insist they can have the chance to get out of the mud. and some even do. in socialism if u want to succeed some party leader won't allow you. you could be even punished for that. tell me about your pride to be a bulgarian. well, we are an ancient nation, bulgaria officially exists since 681, we are european historically, geographically and even economically. socialism has been only for 45 years.

bulgaria exists for more than 1300 years. nice and better. we have been erased from the map for 500 years during ottomans and it's said that if it was'nt the turks we would have now been with 40-50 million, not 7 million but europe forgets something very important. to some extend we prevented the whole of europe from being invaded by turks.

yess who did that? if it was'nt us. europa would'nt have been the same today we fought for 500 years, you told me. we have been slaughtered, women raped, 5 years old boys were taken from their mothers and turks made them their most severe warriors that was for 500 years then in 1876 we made a big rebellion.

who was your salvator, your national hero? bulgaria was suppressed with such cruelty that the russian emperor said i can't watch a slavic nation to be killed and they mobilized and army for 2 months and passed our borders about that rebellion victor hugo said: "a whole nation is killed. is there a witness? yes, the whole world". always is. during worldwar 2 we were an ally to germany. our monarch was half german but he did not allow even one bulgarian jew to be killed. that's why hitler poisoned him on a meeting in 1943.

when the russian army came no bulgarian soldier or officer shooted against them they declared us war on 6-th sept 1944 and the war was over on 9-th sept 1944 without even a single shot after that our army took part in the war fighting against hitler together with the russians.

who declared war? russia declared to us. officially we were an ally to germany that's the shortest war in history: 3 days with no shot but you did'nt tell me who your national hero is. we have many. name it chronological. 500 years are a long time to create heroes really a huge number. only the biggest ones (except you) because you is so driven and a warrior too i think.

but vasil levski was real and became a real legend. because he was the most wise and honest person on earth. he tried to organize bulgarians against the ottoman empire his words are:" if i lose, i lose only myself. if i win one whole nation wins." i'm not a hero, just an ordinary woman. next levski btw you does'nt seems to me quite ordinary. to be levski u need a lot of courage, i don't have that guts. you see the whole turkish army was after him for years, at the end they caught him and hang him mmm the following hero? people like him are not born every day, he is like christ for us.

there was already such a person in the past, but not in bulgaria. levski and nevski. u mean the church in sofia? alexander nevski cathedral in sofia? yes i was there for the icons beautiful. but name me another famous bulgarian person. it was built in memory of the russian soldiers who gave their lives for the freedom of bulgaria: botev, karavelov, rakovski. no memory.

http://www.b-info.com/places/Bulgaria/jewish/
http://www.spellintime.fsnet.co.uk/Bulgarian%20oral%20tradition.htm
http://www.sofia.com/culture/churches/nevsky.htmlhttp://worldshistory.informbank.com/articles/countries/creation-bulgarian-state-681year.htm
http://www.koos.net/id-182/bulgarian_history_of_bulgaria.html

and thanks for your "lecture". this is a good short review of our history too. bulgarian history is a very huge book, can't tell you all just one last thing, there was a delegation from israel. bulgarian jews who lived there from many years. one of them said: not europa should accept bulgaria, bulgaria has to accept europa. because what they did during worldwar 2, no other nation did. powerful nation just stood and watched. usa saved some jews but they chose only the best ones. the talents they needed. bulgaria did not choose. she saved all bulgarian jews.

nice sites you gave me. sometimes i feel really sorry that some european politicians forgot what we mean for europa. or may be they did not learn their history lessons, because that's why history is written, to remember. i will learn and i was right, i feel some resentiment in you but that's just oke i like that (meaning nothing). for my friend milena.