sometimes

sometimes
i can weep
in my mind

because
i miss you

i don't know
how to cope

sometimes
i think that
it isn’t enough

to remember you
because i miss

blinking eyes
and your smile

sometimes
i feel lonely
my thoughts
directed to you

i want to keep
you very close
but i can’t

sometimes
i can do nothing
but miss you
my feelings
are telling me
that it isn't fair
but almost real

sometimes
i can write
you a letter
out of despair
like i did
yesterday
forgive me

sometimes
hate and love
are so close
related as
you know and
i must tell you
somewhere

sometimes

hate is because
i can't have

love is because
i can't get

my heart
is weeping now

in the morning

in the morning
as i notice your absence
i start to wish you in my mind
to fulfil my loneless

in the noon
as i corporate you in my mind
i walk together in the garden
hand in hand

in the afternoon
as we drink tea from our hearts
i enjoy the presence
of the blossoms

in the evening
as my mind longs for your kiss
i fly like a bird in the sky
to look for the nest

in the night
as i want to mate and meet you
i close my eyes to imagine
how our feelings would be

cry me a river

cry me a river
create me a god
make me a baby
i will weep a lot

give me your love
send me your soul
take me away
don't let me dole

cry me an ocean
as big as my tear
taste the droplet
without any fear

kiss me my eyes
gates of my soul
look for my inner
to fulfil your role

whisper my ears
wishes of hope
willing words
so i can cope

cry me a heaven
a hell on earth
don't let me die
give me birth

well well

well of water
factory of fog
still slaughter
cycle of cog

water of wells
waves of mind
bubbles of bells
kin of all kind

bathing body
putrid pool
growing groggy
feeling a fool

magic murmur
wondering wave
follow me firmer
germ of grave

cradle of earth
seed of sorrow
dummy of death
trust tomorrow

echo's of the sirens

music of
my life
frame
of mind
my basic
ut

listen to
the nr one
trio in e sol
in minor of
my beloved
serguei

the strings
in my heart
are touched
by the music
even more
by viola

the melody
is strong
and sad
longing
almost
painful

all i can do
is to let
the music
resound
in my
sad soul

is there
a spark
of hope
that the
music stops
at its end?

oh little little friends

oh little little friends
in the far far lands
so difficult to reach
on the black beach

oh little little friends
in the golden sands
the granular grains
sandglass in hands

oh little little friends
on the white strands
i wait for a nice walk
words and some talk

oh little little friends
in the fair fairy lands
walk along the strands
reach me your hands

oh little little friends
please wait for me
i offer u my being
for sight-seeing

suzuki and methodius

little children from the class
are so cute on double bass

also the kids with violins
so nicely under their chins

the gaze so intense blinking
their eyes almost winking

you chuck a p. under the c.
the happiness that you see

even they need a soother
to play the violin smoother

violin string

i met a girl named dilyana
she sais to me do you wanna
i was perplex and surprised
and a litlle bit compromised

i think she wasn't "orthodoxic"
though she wasn't fat or thick
but her belief was that strong
so she stays thin, am i wrong?

the spiritual food was enough
and she eat some extra above
besides she loved to play violin
and she put a lot of energy in

she ask me to listen to her string
and i was happy and wondering
if she ment by that her violin play
i have a lot of attention to pay

tombola

tumbling thoughts
splitted soul
only
a lonely dole
no-mans-land
in my hand

different colors
of the rainbow
misty longings
and rainy tears
tired from falling
at its end

me
waiting
for happy hope
and shining of thee
dare to lose
u in me

in my heart

in my heart i feel your sorrow
for relief you look for tomorrow
but you know that no body can
because you isn’t a married fan

so young, and without a mate
not sure of fate and no date
it seems you lost self esteem
there is only me to redeem

so trust me, im your friend
i have much love to spend
i will learn you how to live
teaching how love to give

didka tzvete

on this special day
the sun is shining
for you and mary

once.... (in a time)
i hope to celebrate
our anniversary too

you brought me
sunshine in my life
and longing for you

despite you will deny
that you brought me
such nice feelings

i regret your strictness
the prohibition of love that
makes you feel so unease

i feel your sadness and sorrow
your struggle for life and love
all i can do is to hold you again

forgive me my impertinence
to think that you love me too
you are written in my heart

don't give up didka please
you are my very dear friend
i could die for to be in heaven

dilyana my string

the string, that strokes me is strong
the notes by the stroke of your arm
touches my heart, you evoked them
you lead the song, sigsaw your arm
i feel deep vague vibrating emotion
i take you under my chin as a violin
cheek to cheek, i strike with my arm
bubbles of emotions over your belly
and the song of the earth is born
newborn notes are spread in the air
angels in the sky heared the song
they started to trumpet all over.

it's me, viola

my girlfriend viola is finely strung
her hollow heart sounds so young
the strings are carried by the bridge
transporting the notes along the ridge

the lead melody of her crying heart
symbol of inner struggle and smart
sounds so sombre and sad in the air
one feels the smart she has to bear

i wished i could relief her pain
but my hope seems to be vain
the only thing i can try to do
is to hum the melody with you

in the cosmic cradle

in the cosmic cradle
i row with one paddle
i look nearby and far
to search for the star
violin is her name
i have her to tame

in the nautic boat
of universe i float
bop up and down
on the foamy crown
of undulating wave
i have her to save