sometimes

sometimes
i can weep
in my mind

because
i miss you

i don't know
how to cope

sometimes
i think that
it isn’t enough

to remember you
because i miss

blinking eyes
and your smile

sometimes
i feel lonely
my thoughts
directed to you

i want to keep
you very close
but i can’t

sometimes
i can do nothing
but miss you
my feelings
are telling me
that it isn't fair
but almost real

sometimes
i can write
you a letter
out of despair
like i did
yesterday
forgive me

sometimes
hate and love
are so close
related as
you know and
i must tell you
somewhere

sometimes

hate is because
i can't have

love is because
i can't get

my heart
is weeping now