unbelievable

forgive me lord, when i don't believe :))-

jaweh or noway?

jaweh is the lonely god, who always is. and because he is the unchangeable he created the universe! before that we know there was nothing but him. no medium and no media. just he was there. strange that there was a need for god to create the heaven and the earth maybe from boredom, knowing what would happen. this raises the question about his wisdom.

he is the only god as he stated by himself, so he doesn't has collegues, nor he has a boss, who can hold him responsable. strange that he asks us to be responsible, when he created us at his resemblance. obvious he created us to praise his almighty? why does he need that? is it because of his pride, knowing he made inferior human beings?

also strange it is, while he is the only god, he sent us later his son jesus anno nullo to prove he is changeable? the jewish people doesn't recognize jesus as salvator, the islamic people claimed that jesus was only a prophet and mohammed the last one. why loved jaweh the jewish people more than other people by the way of the alliance? isn't that called discrimination?

oh my god, it must be a mystery to be or not: jaweh or noway

oh! my god

god + is
god ± maybe
god – maybe not

me + exist
me ± dying
me - death
god + me + god is and me too
god + me ± god is i am dying
god + me – god is but i do not know it

god ± me + god exist i know that
god ± me ± god may exist but i am not sure
god ± me – god maybe i never will know

god – me + god is’nt there but me
god – me ± god is’nt there but i am not sure
god – me - god is’nt there because i am not (existing)

i am god maybe, who knows