lonesome morning

i tried to remember your touches last night alone in bed.
you know, our crazy dreamy evening bath
but it was bad.

still it had always been so soft before that.
only to imagine no existing love
and i was glad.

now i´m gently stroking my shaky and hot body with my hand.
still i can feel your kisses so violent and windy.
i want you back.

i need your arms, your fingers, longing mouth, i miss you.
my hands at once aren´t enough
and me too.

i wish to have you beside me right now
if i can. to be with me, to fill my heart
and body then.

posted by kuba